<--6//12//06-->

omg....im so scared.......today was apose to be the day that we found out if we are going to summer school.....and if i do i blame DIORBI BECAUSE it would be his fault i failed the science project....what do i do?i dont want to go to summer school...the teachers said that they would call us up at lunch which was 5 mins ago when i got out of school if we were going...they didnt call me or my friend karen and laura up...laura prayed for me during school..but like they also said they sent out letters,and i checked my mail box and all there was bills..should i be scared?or should i be happy?they called  my house but they didnt tell my mom if i was or she would of been pissed and sat me down and gave me a speech and probaly slapped me.But she didnt,she was happpy?WHY WONT THEY STOP FUCKING WITH MY HEAD?!IM SCARED,IM NERVOUS I CANT EAT.i know i did my work but diorbi let science board look so blank and black,it was wrong and ms.coleman i flipped after she left the room mad loud and i just went on a rampage and everything was quiet with eyes on me,ms.cassidy whom is her best friend said its up to the teacher yu just called a stupid/crazy bitch if yu go or not.

and i know i did all my work for her and i passed my classes,thats why i got into one of the best programs in lehman...or so they say it is..i want to cry but ms.cassidy even told me,karen,laura,and ignacio that  we have nothing to worry about.Im scared,and i cant eat.I cant breath right cuz im so nervous.i want to cry but tears wont come out.

-Is it because im evil and have so much hate against people and theres something about me no one knows except for my dear friend kristina.Is it why i cant show any feelings or cry a tear?

-what should i do?im scared.

<--6//10//06-->

Woo i havent been on this site in a damn long time!but i was here passing by previous days getting ready to update..Sigh so much is going on but everything is going GREAT for mi yay.Graduation is coming up in 2 weeks.Im going to be wearing :

-A black suit

-Then im going to shape up my  hair cuz it grew so much and put it in spikes.

-Then go to graduation at 5 and leave as soon as my name is called and i pick up my stuff

-Then go out and eat with my family at APPLE BEE's

yay its going to be soo much fun

I dont know what to do right now,i am so bored.i guess this will be all im writing for now..and i will be posting up my banners like before hehe ^___^.

-Leon/Silent W[hisper]

<--QuickUpdate-->

Hey everyone im in a rush right now so im gonna keep this post very short until i get back from the barber shop and then ill edit it and update over it.but for now you all know my site FatedAngelOf_Faith.well yeah im going to be Updating it soon.so plz visit that one too.i might use that one for making buttons and siggys and then put them up here and use this one to update or i just might use both the same way lol.well gotta go.bai

<--Update-->

Hey everyone NEW LAYOUT yay.argh these weekend im going to be busy busy busy.gotta go apply for computer and technologys high school tomorrow down in brooklyn.ugh this is going to be so trouble some and i have alot of h.w.my  life is ruined by school.i wish some one could just blow up all the schools with teachers and the kids i hate in it

Anyway i got a new link button and i dunno why i just chose orange to change bold color -.-.well link me peoples

<a href="http://xanga.com/NinjaxMage" target="_blank"><img src="http://img383.imageshack.us/img383/3761/mynewbutton9oi.gif" border="0" alt="www.xanga.com/NinjaxMage" width="88" height="31"></a>There ya go.link me to my new link button and me old and please comment me if i commented you if you dont your lazy mean and insecure.

Well whats amazing is that i saw a couple giving each other valentine gifts already and im like WTF?!?! it aint valentines day.if it was i wouldnt have one and i wouldnt care cuz really mad guys act shy to give a girl a present or gift card or what eva,but if the girl goes up to the boy and says "hey baby lets go do "it".they would be like "sure baby"with a smile on their face.how idiotic.

Well im going to keep this post short because its going to be 2:am in the god damn morning and these fucking people on aim are signing off and on like some things wrong with them.urrrr.anyway im gonna go now so dont forget to link me bai bais.

<--BoredAsHell-->

hey everyone.sorry didnt update in long time.school is a real ANNOYING i hate my math teacher so damn much.!!!.tell me how my math teach mr.c came up to me in class and said "wheres your binder i said i wanted it by monday"i didnt say anything cuz i knew i would of gotten detention cuz what i was about to say would of literally make him speechless.well i hope my mom gets back soon cuz i really need to get a god damn binder so he can stop crying like a big baby with his crusty self.he look like his face is a mask cuz hes skinny but his neck is like a frogs croak.

Anyway i cant wait till wendsday i got an interview to go to after school and i get 90 bucks for it.YAY and im getting another 90 bucks cuz im going to another but i dunno when.i cant wait till wednsday and i cant wait till friday cuz friday i finallly get to rest.i have been so care-ful with school i cant seem to hang on anymore because they want way tooo much from us students.well for now im gonna keep the post short.soo ya and my photoshop is acting real stupid good thing i still have my good friend image ready ^_^.well bai bai.